In my past last summer I had a huge family problem. And I felt that I have been trying to overcome this situation I felt lonely and abandoned. I felt depressed for the reasons I couldn't get advice or change my decision and my family. I knew if my family had made their decision it wold be to late for me and tell them how I felt about the situation. It was really hard for me because I Was still a teenager in High School. And I felt that I couldn't talk to no one about it. I didn't really talk to my close family members at that time we always got into arguments.And I knew if I made this choice I probably won't ever see them for a while I probably will start my life over again. I felt that if I had a decision to make it would've been hard because I was such in a hard position for me at that time of my life I felt unhappy always holding grudges from my family. And even though I made the decision I was alright but my family in my opinion didn't. I always asked myself why did it happen or why me. And knowing that the consequences my family made was some what difficult. I felt that they didn't have a choice like I did. I sometimes feel that maybe my family could of asked me how I felt about this decision I just had a hard summer not enjoying it as I should be I faced the consequences in a different way of how I felt.
The character that I think is faces hard times is Marjane because at the story she meets her Uncle Anoosh. And he tells her about her family history marjane gets into the family background memories he tells her. And I feel that she faces these hard times. Because her friends and family members left the country. And I think it's hard dealing with that at such a young age. As in having your family leave and having to stay in the country with all the violent things happening to innocent people. And for a moment Marjane's mother quote on page 65 maybe we should leave to. But the father said no and not to worry everyone who left will come back. And I felt that Marjane is facing hard times because of her Uncle Anoosh when she came back from school she asked her parents where is her uncle. Her father ended up telling her he has been arrested. And wants Marajne to go visit him. I could feel the pain of what she was going through when she found out he was in jail. And how her uncle told her he was the daughter he never had it made me feel sad because someone you care for or love as a family member is in prison. And to find out the next day her uncle has been executed is tragic. As in knowing that their is a riot going on and innocent people are being killed and know loosing a close family member is a hard situation to go through even as a child. And my other reason is that when God asks her whats the problem she tells him to get out she never wants to see him again ever. Also to start it of the beginning of the war. The effort that Marjane is trying to change is that she stands up for what she believes in her country even though she is young she still believes change will come and everything will be alright. Also yes I have been in a similar situation a while back their was really nothing I could do but was just to pray and hope for better news it's a hard time when you don't know what to do or why it has happened I felt that it wasn't fair and I just always hoped for the better than worse.
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