Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Day 6: Bashkim- Megan Schaus

While reading True Notebooks, I consider everyday to be an obstacle for the inmates. Just making it to the next day, would be considered a struggle. It must be hard for them not letting your mind drift to having negative, depressing thoughts. I think being apart of the creative writing class, makes each day a bit easier for the inmates. They are able to take part in something productive that they are good at, and more importantly like to do. Being apart of something, would most likely make the time pass. The inmates are using their time wisely. I think the writing class also helping the inmates think of things, other than the estate that their in. Instead of thinking they will be sittng in a cell for the rest of their lives, they are writing poetry like Nathaniel, and drawing like Jimmy. Also, being praised for what they put on paper, boosts their self esteem, which results in positivity.
When I was younger, I used to love to ice skate. I absolutely loved skating. It wasn't just a sport to me, but a lifestyle. Most of my friends were skaters, and lived at the rink. I was considered good enough to compete throughout the country. One day at practice my coach told me I was eligable for a competion in Arizona. So after a month of training, I packed my bags for Arizona. My family and coach were so excited for me, they knew I had a good chance of winning. Because of this, the pressure was piled on high. I was afraid of letting everyone down, by falling or missing a beat. The competition I was up against, wasn't all that bad, until I noticed I was up against a girl that was a Olympian contestant. My confidence suddenly came crumbling down. I was kept telling myself I will do as best as I can. After I did my routine, I waited impatiently for my results. I ended up getting second place, a silver metal. My parents reacted as if I received the gold. They were so happy with me that it made me realize that they will always be proud of me even if I don't win. I am a winner to them. A year later, I still know they are always going to be there for me, and proud of everything I accomplish. Sure, I wish I beat Allysa, but I didn't. Theres always the next competiton!

2 comments:

  1. I like how You weren't that upset over losing. It shows that you have good sportsmanship, which is a good quality to have. I can relate to that because I used to cheer. There was always girls who thought they were better. I liked how you said there will always be another competition because it gives you that time to work so that you can win.

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  2. I can agree. While it seems that only the "Gold Medalist" is highlighted, not many people take in consideration all the runners up. It is always great to gain experience from other perspectives. You were a very gracious runner up, and maybe it'll even teach you how to be a gracious winner once you take home the gold =).

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